Monday, February 9, 2009

In honor of CHD (Congenital Heart Defect) Awareness Week:


The word "heart" earned a new meaning when:

I heard my baby's heartbeat for the first time.

I held my premature baby in my arms.

My husband said there might be something wrong.

A doctor visited holding onto diagrams of the heart.

Doctors uttered the words "heart defect".

They took my daughter from my arms to take her to a better qualified hospital.



The word “heart” earned a new meaning when:

I heard the words "septal, valve, ventricle, surgery".

I felt her chest just to make sure it was still beating.

I started watching for signs of cyanosis.

I began attending appointments for echoes, EKGs, and chest x-rays, and I start to understand what I am looking at on the screen or what the report says.

I learned to fear public parks, restaurants, movies, and stores.

I started wiping down anything before, during, and after my child touched it.

I relied on a heart monitor just so I could get some sleep at night.

I gave dose after dose of propanolol, asprin, aldactone, and lasix.




The word “heart” earned a new meaning when:

My husband cried with me while we watched our daughter sleep, on the morning of her open-heart surgery.

I handed my child to a surgeon not knowing what the future held.

I sat next to my child, in the ICU, praying I would get a glimpse of the child I remembered before surgery.

My beautiful child has a chest full of battle wounds that she will proudly show off for the rest of her life.



The word “heart” earned a new meaning when:

I realized my life will never be the same due to my child’s special little heart.


The word “heart” earned a new meaning when:

I see how much “heart” is packed into the little body of my amazing little fighter!



We love you Macy! You are our hero!

Heart Hugs,
Mommy and Daddy




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